Today I've just been waiting for something to happen. It was such a nice day, and I wanted to be proud of myself. But I'm not.

I used to be proud of playing with action figures. Watching TV. Playing video games. Making clay animation. Making a comic. Drawing a picture. Listening to music. Thinking of a cool dance step. Making a person out of staples. Whatever.

But now if I want to spend my day making paper airplanes, they should be the best paper airplanes around. Or at least creative enough to "put in a gallery". Otherwise I'm "wasting my time." So instead of doing something fun, I'm waiting for something to happen that will lead me in the right direction.

"You've got a lot of time on your hands."

"Depends on when I die."